Desk

will I like the people I dislike?

2026-08-02 · Life

Every working day, is another day that I… hate.. or, don’t like…
It does not matter what task..
It does not matter who’s the employer..
I am a corporate slave, that relies on working to keep on living.

Although I do rely on it
I will not exactly have hard time if I lost it
I still can “survive” for, perhaps, 1-2 years
But of course it will not be comfortable

Everytime I remember these.. unlike-ness..
I always try to think on how can I get the same salary every month
Without actually doing these things
Perhaps a one-in-a-million luck would, but when?

When I will be very lucky
And finally hit the lottery
So that I can forget all of these
That does not really feel fulfilling

Me wonders, if I ever hit that lucky numbers
and founded my own company and become successful
Will I ever be like those CEOs that I really dislike
Who are just focused on making money

All of these are just wishful thinking